I like you better when i'm drunk

i hurt every person i care,and they go away, i didn't even know what i'm doing 'till i'm alone again.
i've being called a bad person so frequently (and other stuff too) that maybe it's true, maybe hate it's the only thing that grows inside me and i poison every one that become closer to me.
but they hurt me too,lying, they all said "they understand me" "they'll be there for me" even that they love me,how i hate those words!!! guess what? they never understand, never are there when i need them, never love me, how about stop lying to me? maybe i can stop hating, idk,maybe it's to late,i'm wounded so i attack before, pretty basic,i know, sometimes i feel two persons inside me,one just stand and watch all the sh1t i do with my life, she won't help,just gonna let me fall.

except for the fact that you're a cheating bastard,go die.
where that cute kid i used to know went??
it's true... when you grow up your heart dies

i'm a failure, you people don't have to say a word, i can see your eyes, it hurts,like acid inside me, every day i think that i should end this,people shouldn't live this way,wishing every night to not wake up...